chlygetbusy

work in progress...

Fri, 07 Nov 2008 17:13:12 GMT

Will update soon. I promise. 1 down. 3 to go.

So I've decided to blog again...

Tue, 29 Jul 2008 12:43:03 GMT

Riding the Bus with Intan: Part I

I woke up early for once today. Well, earlier that I usually do.

My bus came along and one ringgit in my hand I entered the bus. Only to be asked out again. Apparantly the ticket machine was broken so he couldn't issue any ticket. He asked me to wait for the next bus.

I stupidly obliged. Eventhough I wouldn't have mind not getting the wholedaypass ticket. As the bus went away, a lady who just got out handed me her ticket. for. f.r.e.e.

Riding the bus with Intan: Part II

And so I waited for another half an hour. In that period of time, a mother came along with her cute little baby. Tagging along was the husband.

The baby was so adorable with the two bottom teeth being the only teeth he has. and with those two little teeth he smiled at me.

My bus came along and the baby was passed to the father and I already had a ticket so I went in and sat down. The father had nothing smaller than an RM10 note and the bus driver had no change.
Wife had no change either.

I *being the good samaritan* opened my wallet to see if I had a change for 10. I had 3 one ringgit note and some 10s and 50s. So, no, I had no change.

The man was close to stepping out of the bus when the indon lady next to me said that she'll give him one ringgit.

Now why didn't I think about that.
-_-' am ashamed.

i hate working in group

Sun, 25 May 2008 12:49:12 GMT

because I hate feeling incompetent.

I hate the feeling of not satisfying other people's expectations.

of letting them down.

I hate the risk of being to blame for a certain failure by so many other people.

I hate that people might think I'm not pulling my own weight...

but I can't help it.

I have a certain way of working. I have a certain time of working. I procrastinate, yes. But when I'm on my own... the only person I can disappoint is myself.

...

Thu, 22 May 2008 09:24:09 GMT

Is it just me or lately you haven't been calling me as much?

Crap...

I used to hate having a lot to do and then having you call me up just to chat awhile.

I know you're busy but you have me so used to you calling me a few times a day. N

Now, sometimes a whole day goes by before we both realised that we haven't called or texted each other... and somehow it seemed okay.

I don't want to be okay with it.

*Right now. I am kinda feeling sick*

tekateki

Mon, 19 May 2008 15:53:26 GMT

"What kind of tiles you wouldn't want to see in a bathroom?"

And then there I go, "Well, depends on the kind of tiles and also the overall look and style I'm going for. And bladdy bla bla bla"

"Er... the answer is a repTILE."

FAIL!

*call me up randomly with a lame but oh-so-super-cute teka teki. i love it.*

just another silly game we play...

Sat, 10 May 2008 16:11:36 GMT

"Happy Anniversary, sayang!" said me.

"Oh, no!" said he.

Haha, it's just another silly game we play.

Because we don't really celebrate monthly anniversary but now we make a silly competition on who would remember and wish first. So far I've won 3 or 4 months already.

And every month he'll be like, "Takpe, takpe. Next month confirm I ingat."

What is it with guys and their memory? :)

sorry naddy

Sat, 10 May 2008 10:47:23 GMT

went out with my sister instead >_<

but but but it was because she's been working so hard lately and we haven't gone out for awhile. i know i can count on you not being pissed on me for yet another raincheck. love u babe. we'll have our day soon.

watched ironman. at first i was soooooo not attracted to watch it. (ughhh.. i thought ghostrider was gonna be the last marvelcomicturnedmovie i'd ever watch) but all the hype about it. all the people going that it was soooo awesome and whatnot.

so there i was.

and i was...

seriously bored.

woops :D just not my kind of movie, i guess. though i have to admit robert downey jr. and gywneth paltrow did a good job. dislike the name pepper potts though. i mean, seriously pepper potts?

revisiting my old self

Thu, 08 May 2008 21:55:58 GMT

what better way than with an old friend?

:) the one i know we still have to fight for a turn to talk. haha.

went out with nurul that day. quite recently but im pretty certain it wasn't yesterday >_<

supposed to watch a movie but there was a long line and we both knew that we both wanted to talk.

was tempted to buy this colourful bag. i want it i want it i want it. but i didn't buy it... even though it's such a steal at rm30!

went to sumai-ya cause she had a coupon. and it was gewwwwd. sushi like i've never tasted it before.

then we went to uptown. and we both bought the exact same tee but different colour (nurul with her usual black, and me with my recently discovered obsession for white)

the shirt has colourful letters on them that read GRAVITY IS NOT REGPONSIBLE FOR PEOPLE FALLING IN LOVE exactly like that. even the typo. and my bad, i recognised the typo only when i was at home.

p.s; and tomorrow we shall see my Naddy! scratch that. it's today. *disoriented, haven't slept :(*

p.p.s; the bag would have went so well with the shirt.

p.p.s; there was this other shirt too. should have bought it. it read I'm lost. Take me home with you?

love

Thu, 08 May 2008 21:24:40 GMT

just finished watching DAN IN REAL LIFE.

didn't want it to end :'( it was so lovely!

and i think i so have a thing for guys with guitar yet again. but not the same type of guys. back when i was younger i was in that phase where i adored guys who were in botb (haha i went to like one or two botb je kut :p) u know the type...

now i like em dorky.

e.g. will ferrell in stranger than fiction (ahhh.. like sufi said, never thought u could cair to will ferrell), gerard butler in p.s. i love you (not so dorky, but yeah i so love the fight scene they had) and of course the most recent steve carell in dan in real life... (gagagagaga cair)

the girl is amazing btw.

the movie was painful in the beginning. i hated that they were so in love with each other but couldn't do anything about it.

i think i went through that before. but i wouldn't call it love. but something that comes pretty close :) mutual attraction, perhaps.

probably going through it again. probably not. u really shouldn't have say that you have no one, you know.

anyways, the thing about watching a romantic movie is that....

well, let's just say we should really pity Nazim.

hehehehehehehe. cause silly ol me would suddenly start expecting him to serenade me with a guitar in hand (he somehow miraculously learned how to play the guitar) and sing to me... or that suddenly we have this all romantic scriptlike conversations that can make me oh-so-cair.

and then i end up scolding him for something that he didn't even know he had to do. >_< i am evil.

and then when i remind myself that i yet again am acting evil, i think back of all the moments i had with him.

like the time when we were "studying" and he asked me whether i was cold and wanted his jacket... and there he goes, going up all the way to the 3rd floor to get me his jacket. :) of which he sprayed an excessive amout of perfume on. but it was good, cause i get to keep the jacket for a while and it's nice to have his smell around.

or like the time when i was dead broke. and there was a fair or something. and there was a diary that i wanted (so unnecessary but oh so pretty but still no money). and all the way back home, he kept asking me whether i wanted it, that he would loan me money all we needed was to turn around. i kept saying no (though i desperately wanted to say yes) and then he said, "well, i guess i have to throw this away then"

or the time that i was feeling insecure that i gained weight.
my jeans are getting tighter.
it's the jeans that have shrunk.
these jeans are stinky. i haven't washed them for awhile.
maybe they're tight because they're stinky?

really doesn't make sense, but yeah appreciate the effort.

ur the silliest person i know and sooooo not what i had in mind. but im so glad i have you.

pak cik!

Sun, 04 May 2008 14:43:09 GMT

i called a lot of random people pak cik before and got various responses (ie. merajoking and what not) but this by far is my favourite.

i love you pak cik! ......................................^_^

i love you too auntie. .................................T_T

you know how they say that when you're a teenager you're in an awkward stage.

because you're still trying to find yourself and some other shit like that.

well, im gonna be 20 and i still have no idea who i am.

i look back at when i was 17. and i kinda miss that.

i was writing.

poetry. i was my english teacher's pet XD. she used to love reading my essays. i blogged daily despite nobody reading. hehe. but i loveeeee to read back all my archives every now and then.

wonder what happened to me.

i didn't even realise when i was beggining to be so disconnected from the world.

sometimes i type long ass text messages saying everything i was feeling and instead of pressing send. i delete the message.

sometimes i feel like calling someone up and pour my heart out. i dial the number. and if the person picks up before i even got to put down the phone, then we go and talk about something else completely.

i write blog posts. and delete them *wonder whether this one will make it through.

im horrible at expressing myself in front of people. please oh please. don't tell me even through writing or phone calling that i can't make it?

will.explode.soon.